As I sit here in a bar on a Monday night celebrating my roomates girlfriends going away party I realiZe I haven’t updated on my own personal status in a while, since moving here I have gone through a whirlwind of personal emotions which i can not explain, I met a girl through friends, which I will refer to as Indiana, she knows who she is, and she has helped me with more than I could of imagined in my transition here in the west coast. She even spent an amazing, fun filled spectacular new years with me full of surprises and more emotion then either of us thought would happen. sadly that is in the past as is the girl of my past and many others who have left me along the way. It is time to move on and face the world as I am, a youg 23 year old professional whom doesn’t have a fucking clue. Maybe love is just around the corner, maybe it’s going to be a few years before I find my next relationship, which sucks but I guess it all works out in the end. God had a plan right, so I guess I just need to keep rowing and he will guide me in the right direction and fate will find me with.my purpose, my love, and everything else I need. Until then I need to just keep rowing as my dad says. Better days are on the rise, and we rise again until we become strong in body, mind, and soul.